Monday, June 16, 2008

Begging

I want to speak to my first mom so bad! I've thought of sending her a card asking if I could, "please, please" speak to her. My God though, why should I have to beg? It would make me look pathetic, which I am, but do I really need to remind her of that? Besides not wanting to beg, I know that her answer will probably be "no". Will she outright tell me no? Not likely. I'll have to take the hint from her silence. This is crazy. Again, fuck adoption!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I get it ..........

As per my other comment on your other post , My Mother has abandoned me again..I want to write her a letter ( she has no internet) and beg her to be in my life...I havent dont it yet...I've been putting it off for so long..because why should I beg her ? she should want to be in my life!
Sigh I hate fucking adoption too !
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